Monday, July 21, 2008

This is for me and it's for you!

This blog is for me and it is for you. I have struggled with a lot of different things bombarding my mind daily. A few of you even know that I've not gotten more than a few hours of sleep at night during the last month. Coffee is something I'm rediscovering in the last few weeks. In high school and the college I truly loved, it was my fuel. It fired me.It is helping me press on some days when I don't think I can go. And when the coffee doesn't help and even when it does, God is behind all of it, pushing me forward again.

But, I digress... Coffee. Sounds good, but it is almost 4 a.m. and I've been up since 11 a.m. yesterday. An hour of nap got sandwiched in with Julia Grace.

What is keeping me awake? Who knows? God knows. I know. You know. A few of you out there are having the sleepless nights too. You're wondering how you can go forward too. I can't answer all of it. I'm sorry these things are happening right now. I wish I could fix it for you. How I wish I could, but I can be here and God is there for you.

This didn't make sense to a lot of you. It made perfect sense to me. It will make sense to some others too. I love you all. God bless you!

This is the song that has moved me so in recent weeks. I hope it's something you all can enjoy.

1 comments:

Amanda said...

Those sleepless nights can drive you crazy! Make sure you at least get some down time in there! Your girls are precious!