Where am I? Where are we going? Why are we going there?
I'm feeling a little disoriented these days. I feel like I'm treading water and turning circles at the same time. Without moving forward.
what DOES it take to move forward? where IS forward? Where shall I go? What shall I find?
A lot of this has to do with Tracy and I only having 1 car that runs between us. And it doesn't even belong to us - his father has been gracious enough to allow us to drive it since Julia's birth. He has a job in cars that allows him a new demo car each week and that allows him to lend us his car on a continual basis. Anyhow, quite often Tracy takes the car to a work site with him and Julia and I spend all day at home together. It drives us batty being home alone like that too many days in a row. She needs to stretch her legs beyond our 4 little rooms and I need to stretch my mommy mind beyond that too.
One would think with all the time I AM at home, that you could eat off my floor and see your reflection in my coffee table. You can't. I can't get motivated to do what I should. It does look like a typical house with a toddler in it. I can tell you that I know Brittney's latest doings and everyone and their brother thinks Pete and Ashlee really are getting married with baby on the way this weekend. I could also tell you who is giving away what freebie when and where. Was that not that important to you? Me either really - it was something to read during Elmo in Grouchland's morning showing. or maybe it was the Noon showing. or perhaps the matinee. Dang it - we spend a lot of time with Elmo, Curious George, and Veggie Tales on in the background. I can't honestly say it gets watched that much but Julia Grace does enjoy running into the room when they start singing on Elmo or Veggie Tales. Curious George is for watching during breakfast, waking up periods and mommy really needs a shower right now. You know how it is.
I'll spare the gruesome-ness of what is better known as our bedrooms/closets and catch-alls. For those who have never been here, our home boasts 2 spacious bedrooms with 2 closets - SMALL closets - for FOUR people. mucho overflow.
Tracy is building a 3rd closet for us off the bathroom. Bless his heart, it's getting there. And the kids - good gracious - I never knew they could have that many clothes. And only wear them a few months before outgrowing or it's the next season. Julia can fit into tops from last summer (not squeezing either - actually if the 9 month tops were long enough, she could wear them and she'll be 2 in August!). I'm trying to sort through that during naps each day. Julia Grace likes to undo what I've just put in a box/bag/neatly stacked. Not messy, just undo it in her own little way, ie. make a new pile or stack where she wants it. She tries to help. except it's not help. Bless her.
Mallory's school year activities are ending - this coming weekend (May 17th) is the end of spring soccer season. I'm not sure she'll get to play her tournament games. As our luck would have it, her dress rehearsal for dance recital (May 24th) is the same 2 times as our tournament games are scheduled - to the minute. I know which one she'd pick, but if she picked soccer, well, let's just say Ms. Lori would have none of that and she wouldn't be in any recital. So, I guess her coach will have to get over her missing her games too.Tracy doesn't like it, but the games will go on and perhaps Mallory will get to play/see a little. Mallory will be going to soccer camp in June most likely and I'm not sure what else her mom has planned for her. I know we were planning on helping pay for a soccer camp - Mallory hasn't expressed a whole lot of interests in things around town yet for summer other than requesting to go to another soccer camp. I'm sure it's coming.
Julia is still going to a play class at Gymboree in Greenville. She loves it - without a doubt, her favorite part is the freeze song. I am hoping to get a video tape of her doing this in the near future. You can search YouTube for Gymboree and Freeze and see some other homemade tapes of people with their kids doing this in their classes. Sometimes we play that on the computer for Julia to play it at home. She loves it and has gotten to where she'll try to play the freeze game in the middle of dinner without anyone singing it.
I have found some options for Julia this summer and I am hoping she gets to go to art and music classes again this summer. Gymboree is offering art classes, as is a local preschool, but Gymboree isn't offering music again. They can't find a teacher; the one they had is doing music at a local preschool instead. We may opt to do the preschool "camps" for Julia - gotta check out dates and times and all that good stuff! I'm checking out the swimming lesson outlets too - I had hoped to do that in April/May but time got away from me. Julia loves the pool and the sooner she is trained to swim, the safer I'll feel.
Man, it's late. I need to go to bed. You see, even though Julia and I have no events in the morning, we still have to take daddy to a work site at 8 a.m. if we want free reign of the car for the day. And tomorrow, that's important to have - Mallory probably didn't really care to walk from school to dance anyways. And we won't let her. I don't think. Haha.
Good night all!
PS - Freebies - May 15th - Mcdonald's is giving away Southern Style chicken biscuits FREE with a drink purchase from 7.00 a.m. -10.30 a.m. Then you can come back from 10.30 a.m. 'til 7.00 p.m. for a Southern Style chicken sandwich FREE with a drink purchase!
Also on May 15th - Dunkin Donuts is giving away ICED COFFEES from 10.00 a.m. 'til 10.00 p.m. Check https://www.dunkindonuts.com/ and http://cep.mcdonalds.com/foodnews/biscuit/ . Free chicken and free coffee on Thursday - all day. Can't beat it!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Where am I? Where are we going? Why are we going there?
Posted by tracEy at 11:29 PM