Monday, July 21, 2008

This is for me and it's for you!

This blog is for me and it is for you. I have struggled with a lot of different things bombarding my mind daily. A few of you even know that I've not gotten more than a few hours of sleep at night during the last month. Coffee is something I'm rediscovering in the last few weeks. In high school and the college I truly loved, it was my fuel. It fired me.It is helping me press on some days when I don't think I can go. And when the coffee doesn't help and even when it does, God is behind all of it, pushing me forward again.

But, I digress... Coffee. Sounds good, but it is almost 4 a.m. and I've been up since 11 a.m. yesterday. An hour of nap got sandwiched in with Julia Grace.

What is keeping me awake? Who knows? God knows. I know. You know. A few of you out there are having the sleepless nights too. You're wondering how you can go forward too. I can't answer all of it. I'm sorry these things are happening right now. I wish I could fix it for you. How I wish I could, but I can be here and God is there for you.

This didn't make sense to a lot of you. It made perfect sense to me. It will make sense to some others too. I love you all. God bless you!

This is the song that has moved me so in recent weeks. I hope it's something you all can enjoy.


Amanda said...

Those sleepless nights can drive you crazy! Make sure you at least get some down time in there! Your girls are precious!